mad bad sad

been back in australia for a week. dont wanna be here. wake up every morning with headaches, my back aches, my stomach aches, everything aches. my mother hasn’t contacted me since a couple months ago but i heard she was going away to algeria for 6 months to live with her husband, now i hear she’s bought a unit in dulwich hill (the suburb i live in)? both of these possibilities distress me deeply. especially the thought of her possibly living so close to me. i’ve made a life here now for the time being, and i’ve found myself in my own found family of people in my house whom i love and love me as much, i don’t want her anywhere near me. but then again i want to be on the other side of the world. what difference does any of it make?

2 planes down 1 to go , on the home stretch, just the 13 hour flight to sydney!! excited , not gonna lie though i cried on the plane before, gonna miss it here so baddd

i kinda like having absolutely no following on here these days

makes me feel ~*unique*~ and ~*underground*~

i chatted to peter daltrey for a bit after kaleidoscope’s set at austin psych fest the other day , seriously one of the most genuine sweet people i’ve met, real cool