mad bad sad
been back in australia for a week. dont wanna be here. wake up every morning with headaches, my back aches, my stomach aches, everything aches. my mother hasn’t contacted me since a couple months ago but i heard she was going away to algeria for 6 months to live with her husband, now i hear she’s bought a unit in dulwich hill (the suburb i live in)? both of these possibilities distress...
2 planes down 1 to go , on the home stretch, just the 13 hour flight to sydney!! excited , not gonna lie though i cried on the plane before, gonna miss it here so baddd
i kinda like having absolutely no following on here these days makes me feel ~*unique*~ and ~*underground*~
i chatted to peter daltrey for a bit after kaleidoscope’s set at austin psych fest the other day , seriously one of the most genuine sweet people i’ve met, real cool
seeing the black angels play on the last night of austin psych fest , truly the most amazing experience i have been part of.
i’m leaving san francisco again :( <3
real eyes realise real lies
“I dreamed I dreamed an African dream. My head was a bony guitar, strung with tongues, and plucked by gold feathered wingless moondripped rituals under a midnight sun, drumming human beats from the heart of an ebony goddess, humming the melodies of being from stone to bone and from sand eternal. Blue rain falling in soft eyedrops from nude bodies of dancing planets, beats of science played...
“Is this nirvana we’re in now or aint it?” - Jack Kerouac (“The Dharma Bums”)
But one can never be sure whether it’s good poetry or bad acid.– Charles Bukowski
good morning/evening folks. i’ve had lots of recordings hanging around for too long, thought i’d do em better but i haven’t and now i’m onto new, bigger and better ideas. this isn’t an album, just a collection of some of those songs. you can download them for free or if you can afford it, make a donation (which would be really cool, support your local artists yakno)....
TRAVEL AGENTS AND AIRLINES CAN GET FUCKED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCKING FUCKED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
“The mind is a magician bound by assimilations; let him loose and the smallest idea conceived in freedom will suffice to negate the wisdom of all forefathers.” - Mina Loy, from “Aphorisms on Futurism” 1914
[[MORE]] wow, if you were messaging me from overseas really unhappy and stressed out and couldn’t contact your travel agent and needed to get information about changing your flights and i was sitting at home with a landline telephone beside me, online on facebook, and you asked for my help i wouldn’t respond saying sorry but i’m writing an essay
[[MORE]] it’s weird, because i expect nothing more from you than you being yourself, which is a gutless jerk, but it still pisses me off to no end when you live up (or down?) to that. there’s really so much about your recent behaviour and actions towards me that you really should explain and account for (though i don’t know how, nothing has made sense), but i know you...
“You - are not a victim You - just scream with boredom” - David Bowie, “Time”
it’s kind of stupid i haven’t posted any photos i took in San Francisco seeing as i have an inkling that will be my favourite spot from this trip, it’s just i took so many !!!! in time